。。人生。。

人生真的会有高低起伏。以前的我，总是一笑置之，转过了头，什么也不管不当一回事。
现在，放在心里，不知道怎么办。。。

爸爸妈妈对我的期望，从来都不小，很遗憾和惭愧，别谈大学，就连从幼儿园到高中毕业，不就是没能达到他们的期望。。可能也不是没有，只是可能别人每年都以优越的成绩达到父母的期望，而我呢，拿点好成绩想“表演”一下给他们看就好像要他们等流星一样，久久就来一下，回想起真的没什么“表演”过。。最yeng 的一次，我想是四年级的时候华语作文比赛拿了个冠军，心里想“好心啦，比赛的前一个星期，我在补习写了篇一模一样的作文题目，如果我那么快就不记得，我不如撞墙不要补习，或者我的补习老师撞墙咯。。”就这样，冠军就被我上个星期在脑海的记忆给捧回了家。。不知是否天公怜悯我爸妈期待已久的期望，就来点甜头让他们尝尝，只怪儿子没做好吧。。哎。。

其实，我要求的也不复杂，我要的很简单。。但就没能得到。。

在低潮的时候，只有亲情和友情永远都不变。。在家，每天醒来，就算一大清早就听到妈妈不停地在耳边讲讲讲，讲个不停，但讲完后又拿了一碟早餐给我，这个就是我要的那么简单的亲情咯。。在外面住，没人每天早上就在耳边讲又如何，都没有已准备的早餐。。朋友，在你低潮时，都会陪你度过，不需要多言也知道你需要什么。。朋友就是既然已把你看透，但依然还在你身边的人。。

顺便听听最近一个朋友很喜欢的歌，我以前有一段时间也不听的听，好听。。（我比较喜欢Westlife 的）

世界唯一的你~~曹格

世界唯一的你--曹格 作詞：徐世珍＋永邦　作曲：曹格

是你　一眼我就認出來 這是命運最美麗的安排 是愛　 讓你略過漫長等待 我們只要現在相愛　幸福就來 恨我來不及參與你的過去　抱歉讓你等待　我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

這個世界唯一的你　是我擁有的奇蹟 對我說的一字一句　都是我們的秘密 緊緊擁抱唯一的你　無可救藥的堅定 就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

看開　過去所有的悲哀 都只是訓練我為你勇敢 真愛 照亮了漆黑的夜晚 尋找了彼此一輩子　再不分開 恨我來不及參與你的過去　抱歉讓你等待　我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半　

I would　climb　the　highest　mountain I　would　swim　the　deepest　sea 對我說的一字一句　都是我們的秘密 緊緊擁抱唯一的你　無可救藥的堅定 就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意 (愛就像一種解不開的魔咒) 我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

I　will　climb　the　highest　mountainI　will　swim　the　deepest　sea（就算要我上天下地）就算上天下地　我什麼都願意為你 緊緊擁抱唯一的你　無可救藥的堅定 就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

#当初听这首歌时，还以为是他的新歌，原来是第一张专辑的歌。。总有一种百听不厌的感觉。。喜欢它的歌词，喜欢它的旋律。。#

感动~~~ ！！！

@#$%&* 楼下的师奶 *&%$#@

首先，先将你嘅阅读频道转到粤语，即是广东话。

事件发生在离吉隆坡偏远的一个小镇度。。一日，我哋四个人北上吃喝完之后，返到呢个小镇度。。当我哋都冲晒凉之后，时间都已经唔早喇（十二点），不过我哋边会咁早瞓喇。。于是，我哋四个就围住张四方台，就更系唔系打牌喇，系打佢哋最钟意嘅dota喇，不过就冇我分，因为我唔识打，我就坐系一边睇。。

大概打佐剩个钟，忽然间，我哋屋企嘅门钟俾人gam(按) 到好似惊天大逃亡咁紧张，gam(按)到个门钟就爆咁。。我哋心谂都大概估到系楼下嗰个师奶喇，除佐佢都冇乜边个咁得闲半夜三更来揾我哋，我哋嘅心都毛佐下，冇人敢去开门，大家都非常有默契咁你睇我，我睇你。。终于，我哋最英勇嘅肥哥，挺起胸膛加上冇着衫露出两粒波，好有型咁去开门。。

当门开佐之后，门钟亦都停佐，系呢个时候，比门钟更厉害嘅一把声，好似机关枪咁开始不停扫射，门口呢位师奶嘅嘴开始不停咁“吠”。。如果佢把嘴真系机关枪，我谂我哋屋里边嘅四条友应该都重伤身亡喇。。

呢个师奶不停问我哋，“究竟半夜三更你哋系度做D么也，点解楼下一直听到拖櫈同dumbbell嘅声，我同佢嘅子女半夜都听到，我哋要一早起身返工读书，我唔理你哋系度打机或者搞gay，唔该你哋唔好吵好嘛，不是第一次啦。。”（语气当然冇咁客气啦，说话仲越来越难听，仲有D乞人憎）

我行到门口，“阿Aunty，sorry ar..我知可能我哋真系吵到你，不过请问你觉得我哋应该会系个厅度做D么也le?你都见，我哋坐定定围住张台打机，我哋返房就瞓觉，如果我哋真系吵到你，真系对唔住咯。。”

本世纪最荒谬的一句话就在此刻出现喇，师奶：“我好介意你哋叫我Aunty，我唔系大你哋好多，我嘅名叫Kxxxx。。”（边个想知你嘅名哦，你D咁嘅街市名）

唔知佢系唔系吵到冇也好吵，我就索性用好唔爽嘅眼神叫佐一声“姐姐”，叫佐我都想呕，不如杀佐我啦。。佢或者真系唔系大我哋好多，不过佢副咁嘅尊容，仲要有子女，唔系Aunty系咩哦。。当时真系想帮佢影幅相，放上网，请广大的网友帮忙投票到底佢系唔系Aunty。。

好地地一个Aunty，唔认都算啦，仲要将D头发剪都Tomboy咁，染红色，加上一对黑眼圈，佢老公唔知一睇见想唔想呕，唔知会唔会后悔娶佐佢。。佢D子女仲惨，佢放学去接子女，子女都唔知敢唔敢认呢个阿妈好。。

枉佢好似饱读诗书，都唔讲道理，一开门就不停咁吵，简直就拖衰D诗书。。如果佢好声好气讲，我知我哋都有唔ngam，我哋都会尽量配合，行路细声D,拉櫈都轻D啦。。如果佢真系咁有钱，就买埋上边个单位，唔好俾人住咯，不过佢咁乞人憎，我惊楼下嘅都睇唔过眼，用扫把棍起势咁笃天花板。。

呢张相虽然唔系佢本人，但已经充分表现了嗰位泼妇嘅神髓，仲表现得淋漓尽致，堪称系佢嘅代表图，恭喜！！！

以上纯粹个人意见，仲有D唔理智，真系对唔住。。

~~彩虹~~

以前的我，总以为会有做不完的事；但现在，才惊然发觉每一件事都会有做完的一天。。正如，每一道道路都会有尽头，始终会有走完的一天。。

开始，也会有结束；
希望，也会有失望；
开心，也会有伤心；
振作，也会有沮丧。

七彩的颜色固然美丽吸引，但黑与白毕竟也是颜色的一种。。在拥有简单的黑与白时，就该开始珍惜，当七彩缤纷的颜色出现时，就把它当成一种奖励也会格外珍惜。。正如，天边偶尔划出一道彩虹时，我们都会用一种盼望已久的眼神慢慢的欣赏。。

有些事不该强求，简单，偶尔也是一种享受。。越是强求一些不属于自己的东西，只会让自己越是执著和放不下。。

每个人都有选择的权利，有些人会坚持直到达到目标，有些人则潇洒的放弃原本追逐的目标。。但往往，坚持的有多少人真正达到他们想要的；而潇洒的又有多少人能真正的潇洒呢？？

彩虹不是时时刻刻都会出现，也不该一直盲目的等待它的出现，反而必须习惯没有彩虹的时候也觉得天空一样的美好 ~ ~

耐性 。平衡

一个小小的电梯故事，一天和一位朋友在等电梯，当我们在G 按电梯时，电梯正好在楼层的最高楼 – 7楼。
这位朋友也不知怎么了，突然间破口大骂说：“电梯怎么在那么高，而且速度又慢，不像哪里哪里的那么快。。”
我站在他旁，突然愣了一下，笑了笑，问道: “ 才那只不过半分钟的时间，你都没耐性等吗？你可以等她等上好几年啊！
朋友：“你怎么可以拿一个人和一个电梯比呢？”
我回答：“但如果你和她同时在这个电梯里呢？你还想它快吗？我看你恨不得它简直不会动就最好不过了。。”
朋友顿时哑口无言，哈哈！！

当喜欢一个人时，平衡是很重要的。。
当然很想要找她，一直想找她，似乎很正常，但你找她是她想你找的那个时候吗，又或者你是她等着被找的那人吗。。
在种种因素下，平衡感就变得很重要了。
比如，你很想很想找她时，怕打扰她，想着想着就没找了；或者，根本不想多，想她就找她，就变得烦到她了。。虽说，机会是要争取的，但也不是勉强的。。
自问我的平衡感真的不怎么行，光说在现实中的双脚在走路时都会摔跤，更别说心里的那种平衡感。。哈哈。。
以前有女朋友时，真的很难拿捏给予女友与朋友的时间。。不想让朋友觉得我重色轻友，又不想让女友觉得我把重心都放在朋友上，只能说我的平衡能力真的很差吧。。

跷跷板的最高点永远都是在平衡的那一点，每人心中的平衡点都不一样，懂得平衡的人才是最开心的。。

What The Fuck Guy

Tomorrow is my 1sy day of the final exam, so what should I do now is study. Unfortunately, I am so stress, really feel stress…I even feel I’m damn hard to breath, just like abit lack of oxygen in my house, how come ar..how come like this ar..izit when the exam period, everyone will need more oxygen then the oxygen in the house become lesser and lesser, then I feel so hard to breath ar..or jus because my nose is too small, can’t get enough oxygen..

Haiz…I feel stress, hope to find someone to keng gai, but somehow I couldn’t find any1..because most of my friends are from UTAR, they are having exam also, and they need to study, I can’t disturb them...haiz…I hope I can concentrate on my study, I know I can, but when I concentrate then I will feel sleepy then I will fall asleep in a second..wtf…I’m really hate myself, I am the “what the fuck guy”!!!

STUDY pls..i hope to study…all the stress pls go away..the more I stress, the more I can’t rmb what I had studied…this time is really what the fuck…

WHAT THE FUCK GUY, STUDY PLS…

^ A Confident Guy ^

When I am studying in front of my comp, there is a guy who is god damn free keep on talk to me… nvm, since he is my friend, I won’t blame him for disturbing me to study…but my mood not so good, mayb cause of the final is approaching and I feel stress or some other issues… but still nvm, I won’t lose my temper to my friend, because I know he is so lonely…

Through the conversation between us, I really really felt he was damn confident on himself and I damn admire him…

The story is this, when I was talking to him, I saw he was chatting with the gal through msn who was admired and chased by him for a long long time, then I shouted “WOW!!!” towards him…and he showed his damn enjoy face to me (v called 衰样 or lan yeng)...i almost slapped him when I saw the stupid face…

And I ask him how come he still continuing to chase her for so long time since we all felt that he had not much chance..and he told me “everyone has their chance, depends on the chance come early or late, I do have my own chance, so I won't let my chance get away from my hand...”

I am very appreciate that he has such attitude, such confidence, he is optimistic…he is great…I really hope to pray him…(although I was laughing at him all the time when he said that to me)...I really can’t even reach 10% of his optimistic and confident…Haiz…

Let me intro the confident guy to u all…damn yeng and lengzai…

The Arrow

An arrow, which is not only point the directions for the transportations on the road..

It may lead different people to different destination, lead them to their desired destination..

Every1 have their own way and own direction, they have to choose the right 1 and on always on the right path..

Every1 need different time to reach their destination, some1 may need longer but some need shorter period, but nvm, as long as they reached… Do not force yourself to get there faster, be patient..you will b there soon if you belong to the place…

okie..it's so late and i have to go for class tmr...OMG, 8am...hav to slp now...goodnite...

Sungai Besar Trip ^^

Last weekend, I went to Fatty’s hometown – Sungai Besar.. There is a lovely place.. and I really had a SUPER MEMORABLE moment at here..i won’t forget the moment when I was there..it was a great trip for me…

The view of S.Besar is really not bad oh…especially the sunset… I felt so relax when I was looking at the sunset…

Can you imagine how if there are all gamblers gathered in a place...haha...and this is what we did during the time we bored, we played mahjong and poker cards...hoho...

u c u c...they are damn serious and concentrate...they are even more concentrate than when they are studying..haha..

Besides, I also love to play WeeNam's Mac computer..it is really nice…high performance, high quality, high technology, high price..even the person who use it will also feel extremely HIGH...everything is HIGH when using it…haha

MAC!! NICE & HIGH!!

Of course, the most unforgettable moment was the drinking section.. all of us start drinking after we finish BBQ.. I don’t know whether all my dearest friend purposely or accidently wanted me to drunk, maybe they wanted to c my stupid drunk face or wanted to share some secrets with them. So, not more than 1hour, YEAH…finally I was really drunk…

they are damn enjoy when my face become red red and i even can't sit properly..that's mean their mission achieved -- I WAS DRUNK...

I’m not can’t believe that I was drunk, but I didn’t expect I will do so many stupid things after I drunk.. Such as:

I slept on the floor because i really can't stand...T.T

See their face, all are so happy...wtf...

This is what we called FRIEND lo...when i was drunk, they were not help me to back into the hse, but they were sitting on my back...GOOD FRIEND...

NICE SHOT! NICE FRIEND!

Edmond~~ you are damn cute!!

At last, do you ever seen a guy was drunk and was playing parachute????

NAH!!! HERE HE IS~~

After this lesson, I'm really totally afraid of alcohol..it is really scary and it is also make me become so scary and horrible..hahaha...

NO MORE ALCOHOL PLS~~~~~~~~

and thank you all my dearest friends, you all really gave me a great trip...MEMORABLE and UNFORGETTABLE...

SUK or Confident??

After the 1st post, I really don’t have any idea to start my 2nd post. But suddenly I have an idea, which is just about a single word, a Chinese word which is SUK. SUK is Cantonese and stand for 缩, which mean afraid of die in English. This word recently keeps on using by my dearest friend – KL to scold me (KL definitely not Kingston Lim, pls dun misunderstand him k..).

How come he will scold me by using that word le, how come le.. I also don’t know why, but I have to tell him at here. Not everything is under our control, and also not everything u can get it with your “braveness”. Although KL always told me that if we don’t try then we won’t know what we get and won’t get what we want. We have to think what the consequence is after we did some impetuous actions, this may bring us a TERRIBLE consequence. Therefore, we have to think before we do anything.

Haha…so I have to congratz my parent because they have a clever son, their son will think before he does everything…

So, the moral of the story is better to have a clever son as my parent..haha…

Anyway, I know my friends concern me, I will slowly change myself to become more confident. As Adidas’s slogan – Nothing is Impossible…. And also Impossible ---> I’m possible, adopted from my friends…

SO, I will get 4.0 GPA in this semester…YES, 4.0…pls not to doubt on this…k…

Finally, i finished my nonsense here..thanks for every1 who using their time to read it...

Goodnite every1..have a great nite...

WOW...1st post!

I don’t know why I am gonna create this blog, I think I’m wasting Blogspot’s account n their space, so 1st of all, I have to say SORRY to Blogspot.

My friend (tat person who ENCOURAGE me to create a blog) told me, I can express my FEELING in my blog, but I don’t know how I gonna express at here since I am cold blooded and I don’t have any feeling, so I think my blog might be the MOST boring blog in the world. Hohoho…

Today is Monday, a lovely Monday and I should stay at s.long on weekdays, but I have to back Kepong to take some documents for my stupid university.OMG, I really have to thank my lovely university. Luckily my friend accompanied me to back because she was sick (hope she will get well soon) and I fetch her back due to my kind soul ^^. So both of us decided to skip class and back Kepong earlier. After I fetch the little sick gal to meet with her bf then I back my home.

I met eewen at msn and we decided to go gei tak sik to eat tong shui and I asked boom n cheewai to join us also. Thanks to fate that given by the god to give me the chance to eat tong shui with a pretty gal –eewen..hahaha..Tom, pls dun envy ^^

Initially we plan to watch mv at nite before cw back to Kampar, so I fast fast back home to check the schedule of the cinema. Finally, as usual and expected, v r NOT going watch any mv because our times are really really hard to match with each others… So, AS USUAL again, each of us stays at home play our own computer, facebook and watch drama..haiz..sien lo...

And specially thanks to kingston lim and chivas tan for always push me go to die..pls rmb my "phrase"...hahaha