~~彩虹~~

以前的我，总以为会有做不完的事；但现在，才惊然发觉每一件事都会有做完的一天。。正如，每一道道路都会有尽头，始终会有走完的一天。。

开始，也会有结束；
希望，也会有失望；
开心，也会有伤心；
振作，也会有沮丧。

七彩的颜色固然美丽吸引，但黑与白毕竟也是颜色的一种。。在拥有简单的黑与白时，就该开始珍惜，当七彩缤纷的颜色出现时，就把它当成一种奖励也会格外珍惜。。正如，天边偶尔划出一道彩虹时，我们都会用一种盼望已久的眼神慢慢的欣赏。。

有些事不该强求，简单，偶尔也是一种享受。。越是强求一些不属于自己的东西，只会让自己越是执著和放不下。。

每个人都有选择的权利，有些人会坚持直到达到目标，有些人则潇洒的放弃原本追逐的目标。。但往往，坚持的有多少人真正达到他们想要的；而潇洒的又有多少人能真正的潇洒呢？？

彩虹不是时时刻刻都会出现，也不该一直盲目的等待它的出现，反而必须习惯没有彩虹的时候也觉得天空一样的美好 ~ ~

耐性 。平衡

一个小小的电梯故事，一天和一位朋友在等电梯，当我们在G 按电梯时，电梯正好在楼层的最高楼 – 7楼。
这位朋友也不知怎么了，突然间破口大骂说：“电梯怎么在那么高，而且速度又慢，不像哪里哪里的那么快。。”
我站在他旁，突然愣了一下，笑了笑，问道: “ 才那只不过半分钟的时间，你都没耐性等吗？你可以等她等上好几年啊！
朋友：“你怎么可以拿一个人和一个电梯比呢？”
我回答：“但如果你和她同时在这个电梯里呢？你还想它快吗？我看你恨不得它简直不会动就最好不过了。。”
朋友顿时哑口无言，哈哈！！

当喜欢一个人时，平衡是很重要的。。
当然很想要找她，一直想找她，似乎很正常，但你找她是她想你找的那个时候吗，又或者你是她等着被找的那人吗。。
在种种因素下，平衡感就变得很重要了。
比如，你很想很想找她时，怕打扰她，想着想着就没找了；或者，根本不想多，想她就找她，就变得烦到她了。。虽说，机会是要争取的，但也不是勉强的。。
自问我的平衡感真的不怎么行，光说在现实中的双脚在走路时都会摔跤，更别说心里的那种平衡感。。哈哈。。
以前有女朋友时，真的很难拿捏给予女友与朋友的时间。。不想让朋友觉得我重色轻友，又不想让女友觉得我把重心都放在朋友上，只能说我的平衡能力真的很差吧。。

跷跷板的最高点永远都是在平衡的那一点，每人心中的平衡点都不一样，懂得平衡的人才是最开心的。。

What The Fuck Guy

Tomorrow is my 1sy day of the final exam, so what should I do now is study. Unfortunately, I am so stress, really feel stress…I even feel I’m damn hard to breath, just like abit lack of oxygen in my house, how come ar..how come like this ar..izit when the exam period, everyone will need more oxygen then the oxygen in the house become lesser and lesser, then I feel so hard to breath ar..or jus because my nose is too small, can’t get enough oxygen..

Haiz…I feel stress, hope to find someone to keng gai, but somehow I couldn’t find any1..because most of my friends are from UTAR, they are having exam also, and they need to study, I can’t disturb them...haiz…I hope I can concentrate on my study, I know I can, but when I concentrate then I will feel sleepy then I will fall asleep in a second..wtf…I’m really hate myself, I am the “what the fuck guy”!!!

STUDY pls..i hope to study…all the stress pls go away..the more I stress, the more I can’t rmb what I had studied…this time is really what the fuck…

WHAT THE FUCK GUY, STUDY PLS…

^ A Confident Guy ^

When I am studying in front of my comp, there is a guy who is god damn free keep on talk to me… nvm, since he is my friend, I won’t blame him for disturbing me to study…but my mood not so good, mayb cause of the final is approaching and I feel stress or some other issues… but still nvm, I won’t lose my temper to my friend, because I know he is so lonely…

Through the conversation between us, I really really felt he was damn confident on himself and I damn admire him…

The story is this, when I was talking to him, I saw he was chatting with the gal through msn who was admired and chased by him for a long long time, then I shouted “WOW!!!” towards him…and he showed his damn enjoy face to me (v called 衰样 or lan yeng)...i almost slapped him when I saw the stupid face…

And I ask him how come he still continuing to chase her for so long time since we all felt that he had not much chance..and he told me “everyone has their chance, depends on the chance come early or late, I do have my own chance, so I won't let my chance get away from my hand...”

I am very appreciate that he has such attitude, such confidence, he is optimistic…he is great…I really hope to pray him…(although I was laughing at him all the time when he said that to me)...I really can’t even reach 10% of his optimistic and confident…Haiz…

Let me intro the confident guy to u all…damn yeng and lengzai…